10 weeks left of my pregnancy and all i feel is lonely, scared, and unsure of everything especially…

10 weeks left of my pregnancy and all i feel is lonely, scared, and unsure of everything especially between me and my boyfriend. he looks at me now totally different he dont seem so sure of us and after going thru his phone and seeing all the other women he talks to really scares me. i took him back way before i should have i gave in when he never apologize nor talked abt trying to fix us. juggling between living in two different states has been a hand full trying to be there for the rest of the school year for my son then trying to save a relationship with the most inconcern person i ever dated is taking a toll. i know its best to leave this guy alone and i know this sounds crazy but knowing je is around physically kinda helps the pregnancy go by. kinda wish i didnt rush a family with someone so heartless.