sitting here bawling my eyes out because my daughter has been up 4 to 5 times tonight and my fucking…

sitting here bawling my eyes out because my daughter has been up 4 to 5 times tonight and my fucking boyfriend won't help me with her. If I don't get sleep I could have seizures but apparently that's no big deal. He says she will go back to sleep eventually. that's not even the point he's acting like I'm disturbing his sleep. I feel like a single mom sometimes. I can't do this right now