should I feel bad that I really don't want to throw a1st birthday party for my son?

Go on Pinterest, it will help you out. I didn't even know how to do a baby shower. I had to hire someone so don't feel bad at all! Good luck (:

@amh0101 it's more because my family is all weird and split since my grandmother passed away.. most of them didn't even show up for the baby shower.. and i don't really know anyone with kids.. 😞

@mommybug, as long as your son has a great that's what matters. Just do something small or take him out somewhere instead of throwing a party. He'll be happy either way(:

Good luck !

No it's not like they remember don't feel bad ☺️