Мама сына (1 год)

Sometimes when I'm at home, my son is the only push I have to keep going to university, cleaning, and being there for…

Sometimes when I'm at home, my son is the only push I have to keep going to university, cleaning, and being there for the hubby. I feel alone a majority of the time. I'm not meaning to come off whiney but in my house, because my husband is the one who is working, he is the only one allowed to complain about his troubles and be comforted and helped out. He helps me out every now and then but most of the time, he is ignoring from watching YouTube, Facebook, or talking to one of his bros.

I feel so alone and like my pain and anxiety isn't being helped out, and if I do complain, cry, or get angry; I'm told I'm being a bitch and need to stop talking to him and to go away. If I confront him about therapy or separating, he threatens to kill himself because without my son and I, his life is purposeless. He will never see this post, luckily, but he won't understand for some reason.

He wasn't always like this, he was my best friend and the person who brought me out of my shell, I don't know what happened.

I'm sorry for ranting, I can't tell me buds or my parents, they would hate him for this and he would tell me that I was wrong and that this isn't how it goes because I'm always being a bitch, 24/7.

Thanks.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your…

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.

I'M being irrational?! ???

I'M being irrational?! ??? The father of my child (I'm 18 weeks pregnant) says I'm being irrational because I won't get an abortion. I'm almost 5 months and he's still trying to convince me to get one! What the f*ck?! He decided two weeks after I told him that he wants nothing to do with me or baby. I tried for maybe two weeks after that to speak to him but he kept treating me like sh*t so I stopped. I haven't done anything or tried talking to him since and he' avoided me at all costs up until a few days ago. He sent me a text asking if we can talk. I said ok and the first words out of his mouth as I walked up to him were, "I'm never gonna see the baby or be there for him. You know that right?" I was like wtf? "That's what you wanted to tell me? You kinda made that pretty clear already." He then proceeded to say he thought that by acting like a jerk I would have had an abortion. And how can I bring a child into the world that won't have a dad. And it looks horrible in his culture. How can I do that to him? What if he looks for him later? And how is he gonna feel knowing he has a child out there somewhere that's his? I told him that's not my problem and it's his guilt to carry because I'm having my baby boy. If he changes his mind and wants to see him he knows how to contact me as I would never try to keep him away from his child. It's up to him. Starting asking me if my friends are "egging me on." Lol. Um...I have a mind of my own. I told him I'm not like him. His family and friends are putting sh*t in his head. They all hate that I'm pregnant. They hated that he was with me to begin with. He used to say he didn't care what anyone said. But now I see he's just like them. I made it clear I want nothing from him. He saw that he couldn't convince me and started saying I'm being sooo irrational. Really?? I'M being irrational because I don't want to kill my baby?? My God...the ignorance is strong with this one.