am I wrong for wanting to stay healthy while I'm pregnant well Wednesday I went to the hospital for…

am I wrong for wanting to stay healthy while I'm pregnant well Wednesday I went to the hospital for really bad cramps found out that I was having mini contractions because of a untreated uti and std that I didn't know I had till I went my mom made a big ass deal because I needed my medicine because I don't want nothing happening to my son I had previously lost a child and don't wanna lose him I'm just really stressed and don't know what to do I wish I had someone I could talk to or confide in it sucks being a black sheep