I hate feeling like a bad, unworthy mom because my struggle with depression isn't cured by my beautiful angel. I love him so much and couldn't live without him, but there are still times that my depression seems to swallow me whole.
I know the feeling but I got on depression meds and I feel alot better since they started working
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@davidmom, I have been on meds for my depression since the beginning of my pregnancy and I take meds for PPA. My anxiety is why I can't work :/