Im having a major melt down today. I went in to the fertility clinic today to get an ultrasound done…

Im having a major melt down today. I went in to the fertility clinic today to get an ultrasound done and they found a cyst! They want me to take break from clomid this month but gave me an option to get inseminated. Has anyone tried that option?? I'm willing to try anything at this point. I feel like I'm disappointing my husband and I hate to say this but I also feel like he will leave me for someone who is younger and can bare his child... I'm being emotional but just keeping it real. I'm 40! And my husband is 27!