My boyfriend and I just had a child in august and I've always wanted two kids. He's pretty neutral to the whole deal so I guess the choice is up to me, but he says if we have another kid he wants it to be conceived this year so they're not too far apart in age(he's pretty far apart in age with his siblings and doesn't talk to either of them because of that age difference). I'm constantly back and forth on the decision and he wants to have fun for a while before starting to really try, but the longer I wait the more scared of the idea I get. Anyone got any advice for me? Should I just have fun for now and let fate decide when it officially happens?