
I'm.... feeling lost 18 months of ttc my #2 baby and counting.... ugh! I just want to cry! I love my son, more then words can! But I really didn't intend for him to grow up an only child. :/ I'm loosing hope. :(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
yes! I've tested with the cheap walmart test 3 times this weekend. @mrsholloway20
I have. But since I had a miscarriage almost a year ago. An all of this has been with the same man. They, said" their's not a lot they can do". Unless I can afford fertility treatment. Witch I can't :/ @heyitsdan