Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I told my friend my mom wants to throw me a baby shower and write on the invite "monetary gifts only" and he told me that people aren't trying to pay for my "gas bill" I'm offended because a lot of money goes into a baby shower, and if you're gonna give me a 10$ blanket from Ross that I probably won't even use it's a waste. I rather use those 10$ for my honest company diaper subscription.
Alexi·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
I told him and he simply told me he doesn't care I said yes I wanted one and now it's my problem @adensmommy2014
Jessie·
Мама троих детей
No. Don't have one and make a registry on Amazon. All gifts will be shipped directly to your house. Save that money for the baby. And screw him and his family.
Alexi·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
It already isn't to great of a situation between us he has made it clear he doesn't care about me just the baby and wants this for his son I'm just over it and I definitely don't want to spend a ton for nothing @adensmommy2014 but yea he is coming in a 1-3 weeks so at this point I don't even mind having nothing
Alexi·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
I'm trying my best lol once I have him all these hormones will go away and I can actually stop being angry and just move on hahaha @adensmommy2014,
Alexi·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
Me either :) I'm excited to have my two boys lol only men I need ❤️🤗 @adensmommy2014,