I go back to work Monday and am dreading it.. I know I have a great baby sitter but I hate that I…

I go back to work Monday and am dreading it.. I know I have a great baby sitter but I hate that I have to leave my baby all day. She's going to spend 9 hours a day with someone else 5 days a week. I wish I didn't have to work and just stay home with my sweet girl, at least until she's in kindergarten. I don't want to miss out on a single minute and ugh... How do other moms deal with this? 😩