I think I'm having post partum depression. However, not towards my Daughter. I love her more than anything in this world! But the one person who I would expect to be there for me is now avoiding me and it's my Mom. She is upset because my Dad who wasn't there for me as a child is now helping with his Granddaughter. He and I had a talk 15 years ago and he apologized and said he would always be here for me from that point forward and he has fulfilled his promise. I'm about to be 33 years old. I don't have time to be bitter about a past I can not change. My Mom wants me to hate him because she does and I think that's absurd. I didn't choose him to be my Father, she did! I didn't ask to be here. I have never been a Mother before and if it weren't for my Mother in-law, my Husband and I would be lost because my Mom won't even come by now. My Dad got us baby supplies and paid a few of our bills. I'm not going to refuse help from my Dad only because it makes my Mom upset. Furthermore, I'm healing from a C-section and trying not to have a meltdown because I need to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and I had Preeclampsia while pregnant and my blood pressure is still high. I don't understand my Mom's point of view at all, but she is hurting me. The last time I tried to talk to her about it, she cursed me out. I give up.