Why do i feel like i need to cry over small things? Why do i keep crying over things that it's in the past? Why do i make myself do this? I need move on. And that's not what im doing... Sometimes i feel like he left us because he didn't want us in his life. But why did you decided that on own? How many times did i tell you "I love you" "Stay with us" Because you were so important in our lives. Why did you lie to me. Why did you choose to stay in another city. Why did you say you were gonna stay there for awhile, when that wasn't true. You just wanted some time to think about leaving us. When i cried and you said stop crying for everything. You changed drastically, you weren't like that. You weren't perfect but to me you were. After 3 months you decided to be with another person. You never truly loved me. Days after you left us. You said i was your first love, and i believed you... Because you were my first love. You lied, you left us, just like your dad did to your mom. I thought you were different, different from anyone. You promised me that will never leave us, that skylar will have a father by her side, you said that you weren't going to do the same thing your dad did to you. But you did Aaron. I had happy moments with you before i left Austin, Tx . I never knew the real you.