gosh am so freak sad just want cry but not going sit here fight how am feeling to my husband i just…

gosh am so freak sad just want cry but not going sit here fight how am feeling to my husband i just got my breast pump out the box n he like what hell you doing i say trying beastfeeding again he like why he ready in to formula stay with it i ask him why you so dam against beastfeeding i just stop put it back in the box i just say i dont like wake up at night just make bottles of formula when i can just beastfeeding my son he didn't say anything back when i went out bedroom door to clean my son bottle i loom at myself want cry but i stop still hella sad you think he will be happy or something not mad upset about it things i do that want do for my son just try it again break my heart ♡×