Went to counseling today and ever since I got home I keep getting watery eyes on and off but can't…

@beebaby it is! and thank you I'm just not sure when that'll be, I'm so scared and need to figure out what I want to do in life instead of pushing myself to the back burner.

@beebaby I know it's okay but it seems like when I do people get offended and it's not that I care but you know how things get blown up in your face sometimes that's what happens. And thanks I do want to be a better mom to my boys it's just I need help, like if I can get a moment to do something for myself like shower, eat a meal, something to take care of myself I can be better when it comes to taking care of my boys. I feel like I need 8 arms or 2 bodies to be in two places at once. Its like I have help but not as much as I'd like

@beebaby my husband, mom in law, and niece in law. But I do most of the work and barely get a break. When my mom is off work she helps a lot when/if I see her.

@beebaby thank you and I will I just hope I don't get blown off or pushed to the side.

@beebaby true, thank you. I know my needs matter too.