I have been doing so good lately, just living and enjoying myself. Not stressing, testing, charting, or temping. Just…

I have been doing so good lately, just living and enjoying myself. Not stressing, testing, charting, or temping. Just loving my husband. For a few months now! Still not interested in going back to all the charting or crap. I didn't realize how bad it was...constantly studying into it and wondering all day every day hoping I was pregnant again! My best friend just now announced yesterday that she was expecting her 2nd baby girl! She is due on Hannah's birthday. 😞

I am very excited for her! But it kinda triggered my baby fever a little bit! But this time I didn't start testing, charting, temping, wondering, or worrying lol I just sat and day dreamed of how wonderful it will be when my time comes. I can just feel the excitement and happiness when I even think about the moment they lay my future baby on my chest for the first time. I got so tired of all the negative tests, crying, and killing my hopes and dreams every month. I mean jeeze almost 4 years later and 2 miscarriages I definitely figured out that it was a waste of time money and energy lol Now matter how hard I tried it still took me a whole year and 7 months for one and a year and 5 months for the other to finally conceive. Then I still lost them both! Now all I do is just try not to even think about it. I just get prepared for my period each month and live my life.

I am still hanging in there! Just patiently waiting for my time to come! 😊 because if it is meant to be it will happen! Until then I am going to have a blast doing a lot of the things I wouldn't be able to do if I was pregnant lol

AF due 29th, anyone else?

AF due 29th, anyone else? Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x

Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside…

Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though What should i do i am very confused Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes,…

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes, both had a faint positive. Well the next day, I tested with a FRER and a Walmart 88 cent test and both were very very negative. Then I had a temp drop below coverline. AF showed the following day, a day early. I just knew i was out !! Well, yesterday I was sick as hell when I woke up, i get to work, and discover that my boobs are very sore as i ran into a wall coming around the corner, lol.. i NEVER get sore breasts or nauseated during my period.. EVER !!! Something told me to take a pregnancy test although I had been bleeding for 3 days at this point. Today makes 4 !!! Still bleeding, and even had clotting!! To my surprise, myy test was positive !!!! I tested again this morning, and it's even darker !!!! How is this even possible.. I dont know what's going on, I'm in total disbelief right now!!! 10dpo, my FRER was negative, no hint of a line at all!!! Here I am, 14dpo, bleeding for 4 days now, with a positive test that keeps getting darker !!! Looking at my chart it looks like baby implanted on the same exact day AF was actually due, although it showed a day early!! I took my period off of my chart so you ladies could see my chart as a whole, but my period started on cd32, the last day of the big temp drop.. now the temps are back up !!! The test I took yesterday evening is the dried one.. its yellow tinted as it's old . The other is from this morning , first morning urine !!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?