hey moms i got question for beastfeeding moms out there been doing for one year or know more about…

hey moms i got question for beastfeeding moms out there been doing for one year or know more about it i use beastfeeding my son at five weeks but he stop wanted it i had seen my postpartum midwife check up after six weeks aftet birth in August of 2016 my son know four months old n i know mybe this true or not not sure if it really is but my son little sick rigth know n feel very bad because i know if push myself keep beastfeeding him he wouldn't be getting sick as much if i keep going more when i stop n he didn't want it no more i break down crying because that was my goal as a mother i feel bad know that i have no more beast milk in me n my in laws was against my goals on it n hear if pump eveny two hours i get it back right i want do it again even though he four months old because he been try to suck on them n wanted them know what should i do need more information please beastfeeding mom's