I'm so exhausted after work, I feel like a zombie with my kids. I so look forward to the weekends. wouldn't be so bad if the hubby was on the same shift. ah well, rant over.
I'm seriously not looking forward to returning to work next month. This year has gone by far too fast.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I've been back since end of Sept and still finding it hard. but like i said I might be easier if my husband was home at night helping me but he works afternoons. mat leave does fly by too fast @jupitor wish we had 18 months off.