I usually dont post my problems but im in a really bad place. Ive been so depreased lately i cant get out of bed. Ever since my family became homeless, my husband and i have lived separately. I live with my mom and he lives with his parents about a hour and a half away from us. Hes been so extremely unreliable. He doesnt help pay for food or anything. He doesnt even know how to take care of our son if i leave them alone together. When he comes to visit he just starts demanding sex, and when he touches me i feel disgusted. He does nothing else for us. says he loves us but doesnt help. i have to beg for money. yes actually beg on the streets and go door to door for money when he makes 1500 a month. but according to him we never have money for anything. i barely eat because im saving food for my son. i get maybe a meal and a half a day not counting the scraps i eat when my son is done eating. today im furious. i managed to collect about 1200 for the baby thats coming so i can buy stuff for him and he totally goes and tells me i cant buy anything because bills have to be paid. he took all the money! i have about maybe 300 dollars left 😢 i just cant anymore. i feel unloved and neglected. i gave up everything for him and defended him for 3 years and i just cant take it anymore. if it wasnt for my mom id be living in the streets but she has her own financial problems so i cant depend on her to help me much. i just dont know what to do. ive been crying all day