I don't normally do this but I guess I just need to vent and reach out for support from other moms I don't know if anyone else have ever felt this way or are feeling this way. I'm actually a very private person and feel really uncomfortable posting something like this on social media but I'm 25 weeks pregnant and super depressed. My self esteem is non existent. I'm struggling so much financially. My relationship is always on the rocks. I feel alone. I don't want to hurt myself or anything. I just feel broken. My head tells me that I won't be a good mother to my daughter, that I have nothing to offer her, bc I have such low self esteem how can I teach her to be a strong woman. Idk I know it's my head talking and it's probably wrong but it's one of my biggest fears. Another fear I have is that I will get cheated on. I know I'm my heart that he isn't cheating but my mind keeps racing and telling me he is so whenever he goes to the studio to make money I'm like a crazy person fighting with him and accusing him. I hate that he's around other females I'm so insecure and I hate that Im like that. Makes me feel worse about myself. He says everything is about me and I'm starting to think he's right. I'm just really hurting right now. Thanks for listening.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So last night my husband pretty much told me that if I don't have sex with him that he would cheat on me....I was like wtf. I was like you would seriously cheat on your pregnant wife?! I also told him that if he cheats on me I will NOT hesitate to file for divorce. I don't need my girls growing up thinking that cheating is ok. This was after we tried to have sex but it hurt too much so I told him to stop. When it comes to sex my husband only thinks about himself lately!!!! 😒😒😒😒
I hate having nightmares that my husband cheated on me 😥😫 I know he would never do that but they feel so real and when I wake up I'm heart broken he gets off work in an hour I always make him breakfast I'm burning his eggs on purpose 😤😈 lol nobody cheats on me in my dreams. 😂 #goodmorningmommies
Is it wrong of me to make a fake fb and see if my ole man is cheating? Stuff happened and he hasn't been staying here... and he is talking to the girl (me.) But he doesn't know it's me.... he is lying saying I cheated on him, and that my name is jule, and clearly it's lacy. And he only got with me bc I was a good mom.... but just yesterday he came and stayed with me, we had sex all night... he is telling me one thing, and her (me) another... lol I'm thinking on just walking away... and yes I'm 2...
Have you tried sitting down and talking to him about it? I get super clingy to my husband not out of fear of anything, but I just simply can't stand to be away from him. I even cried all day yesterday because he started college and I couldn't see him. I feel better when he sits down and just holds me and talks to me about how I'm feeling. I know this isn't the same scenario, but I'd try to get him to sit down and just talk and be affectionate. That's what helps me.