Update: Baby girl is doing fine, I got steroid shot, on an iv, antibiotics, magnesium to slow down contractions, trying to keep her from coming out. I think I'm still at 2 cm dilated they don't want to check much due to risks of infection
@dreamermom, how lucky, I wish I could take her home ☹️ but she has to stay until February 25
Well I will tell you, I got really sick with my first, had all of that at exactly 33w... she was born 2days later... and did absolutely perfect! She was little, needed a little help learning to eat... but I was just amazed at how something so small could be so strong and so happy! Know your baby girl will do fine if you can't keep her in! It's scary, however i was told girls fight harder! She only spent 13days in the NICU. After 10 days they ran out of reasons to keep her, other than she did not weigh enough to fit the car seat, 😂 she's now 18months, and a VERY Determined little person! 😅

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
The longer she stays in the stronger she will be! Just wanted you to know, if for some reason they have to deliver, she would do fine! ☺️