Sitting here trying to grasp the thought of putting my little one in daycare. His dad says he…

Sitting here trying to grasp the thought of putting my little one in daycare. His dad says he doesn't want him to go and really I don't either but I don't wanna keep putting that responsibility off on my nana because it's a lot and my ex keeps bitching how his mom would help but I burned bridges with her and I'm not in her "good graces" anymore (you guys already know how that conversation ended 😒🖕🏽) but I wouldn't be comfortable with him being with her because she doesn't like me, I'm not welcome at her house, and she'll feel she can do or say whatever to me if I make her mad and she'll just stop watching him. I don't trust daycare but it looks like that's my only option. Any other mommies went through this? How did you handle it?