-venting- I'm really tired, I spent an entire year getting fucked over but still chased the guy who did it finally got him he leaves to the marines and fucks me over more and here pregnant at 16 left alone friends leaving me dropped outta school had a baby 17 now and I'm still. Alone he said that I can't go up there with him and I'm supposed to wait 💔I'm tired of waiting in tired of being alone being a mommy is hard and I just wanna be able to be a teenager I can't live my life but he does I'm stuck at home every day alone 💔and for what?...to wait for someone who hurts me...
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I know how you feel momma.. especially about the "what if moments." I should be the world and in college at a university but I can't 😔 our lives are on hold but we are still young! I know it's rough when you're feeling lonely but just think about the woman you are and the woman you're becoming! It's a beautiful thing
I know things are hard now, but it will get better. being single isn't a bad thing
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm so tired of being pregnant!!!!! Don't get me wrong I wouldn't take my baby back for anything in this world but I'm Ready for it To be over!!!!
I'm not dilated at all. My cervix is soft...that's it he couldn't even feel the baby's head. I'm so disappointed I could cry.. Over it... Fucking over it.
opinions?
I told Jeff I want to leave. He said that he doesn't love me and I feel the same way about him. However when I asked him if I could keep paying my share of the bills while saving enough to leave he said if I'm going to leave I need to go now. This is what he always does. He says he doesn't want me but when I try to leave he manipulates me.
Today I feel so fucking nauseated. Literally nothing helps. Not laying on my side not drinking cold water not eating small meals. Nothing. I'm so fucking over being pregnant im so over being in pain. I'm so over throwing up every 2 seconds. Ugh fuck this
are you feeling any better today @moniquebatista ?