The hardest thing is accepting that I'll only have one child.
It's okay there are pros to having an only child I have had some baby fever this week. I always wanted at least four. @ssdj4
aww I'm sorry :( it sounds like you would love more kids if you could. @craftycroft
I have an autoimmune disease. I didn't know when I got pregnant but it was a really difficult pregnancy. There is no way I could be pregnant again and take care of my current child :/ @ssdj4
I am lucky in the sense that I don't have pain from my disease. I do, however, get so weak that I can't even lift up a plate. I got stuck on the ground more than once in my pregnancy. I would just feel super selfish if I wasn't able to take care of my daughter while I was pregnant again. And everything that could go wrong did in labor so that's scary to possibly go through again.@butterfli_luv