January 24th.. I'm either going to cry my heart out 💙 or be extremely excited 💖 It really sucks when…

January 24th.. I'm either going to cry my heart out 💙 or be extremely excited 💖 It really sucks when you want a specific gender & only have one shot to make it. I find out what I'm having on the 24th and I'm desperately praying for a girl. I already have a son & after this one I'm getting my tubes tied bc my fiancé doesn't want more than 2 kids..... I'm just really nervous & scared that I'm carrying another boy . It seems like a majority of women are having girls in June, but what if I'm not so lucky? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm just in my feelings right now. Darn pregnancy hormones 😓