OK ladies I'm needing to vent so please bare with me on this one OK? well my husband and I have been married almost 3 years and have a soon to be 2 year old daughter and this past year has not been kind to us at all we have dealt with cheating/love affair,drugs,him being not being home a full month since June cause of his stupidity, etc....well that he's actually home and we are working on things we decided to start trying last month and well I'm nauseated feeling among other symptoms and he says the other day and now that if it happens that's great but he says he doesn't want more kids yet til he has a better job....I'm thinking to myself why the fuck have you been fucking me during my fertile Windows for and now that I might be you gonna say some shit like this after telling me the other day the fugly nasty ass skank whore bitch you had an affair with you still love her and are in love with her and I might be pregnant and I'm so close to screaming at the top of my lungs of how I feel bout everything and the whole I really don't want more kids thing happened last night while at his brother's house cause his girlfriend showed us a picture of her pregnancy test and said his brother and I have baby fever and that he doesn't want more kids yet.....Im so hurt and pissed and sad....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!