so...i have been having trouble looking for a job. meanwhile i look after our 5 month old and my hubbies 7 yr old on top of all the household duties. it's not easy. but my hubby gets mad at me saying I'm not doing anything all day. that I'm just wasting time. makes me so mad. on top of all that, I'm 17 weeks pregnant. idk what to do or how to explain to him that I'm trying my best to get a job but it's all overwhelming too. all the stress also makes me not enjoy this pregnancy. idk, i have no one to talk to and i feel more and more alone everyday. sorry, i just needed to vent.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I need help!!! Something is wrong with my dog and I have no money or job to take him to the vet. I think hes dying idk
I don't think no preggie on here be sicker than me,I'm sick Everyday All day my baby be having me so mad😰😢
I also recently found out that I can't take maternity leave only having been at my job since March... I must put in my two weeks when I am ready, and be completely rehired back after baby and recovery from second c section 😰😰😰😰 I'm so worried. What if they don't hire me back, and I have a two year old and an infant and no job. I am terrified about this
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
@constancetinople, I am so sorry you are dealing with that :( I am almost 30 weeks and I couldn't imagine that on top of a 4 month old! My daughter will be 5 this month and that's a lot too lol! I work full time and of course a full time wife and mommy so I know it is absolutely a full time job! Good luck looking for work, I know it can be hard!