My husband lost to cousins (who were brothers) on New Years.. both had 10 kids between the two of…

My husband lost to cousins (who were brothers) on New Years.. both had 10 kids between the two of them and my heart aches for them all.. as I sit here starting at my husband sleep and look to see our kids sleep as well makes me wanna cry because it could've easily been him... he was there when his cousin were shot and killed... knowing there are kids, an their mothers out there hurting right now.. And then his aunt having to bury BOTH her boys 😭💔 my heart aches. #VentOver