I am done trying I give up it looks like the only kids I will ever have are in heaven. life sucks I just want to give up on life.
You will have kids but just on gods timing. Trust me I don't have any yet but you gotta have hope and wait and not even think of it and it will come
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
that's true,I be feeling the same way.. we can't give up though and sometimes it's not just giving up its like letting go for the moment and letting God...thats crazy cause that happened to me last year I was like eff it you know and started focusing on something else and time I did that I ended up pregnant but I lost it..trust me I know what your going thru easier said than done,sorry so long