I just wanna be away from my family. Everyone is either mad at me for something, or wanna yell at me because of the fact…
I just wanna be away from my family. Everyone is either mad at me for something, or wanna yell at me because of the fact I had a baby with my ex who is broke, irresponsible, and needy. I'm really trying to get my shit together but everything seems so impossible. I've been so depressed that it's not even funny....I've even had the thought that maybe my son would be better off without me.....I just want my life to be back on track....all this shit is killing me 😔
Beonka·
Мама сына-младенца
@somethinfierce, I just feel like a failure because I had tried to make things work with his father for so long and yeah I do still love him but he does nothing to help me out. He keeps on getting serving jobs and coming home with nothing, then he depends on me because I have a good job and that takes away from me getting ahead. I feel alone, my family is always expecting more outta me and I can't deliver. My grandma is pissed at me for not making it to her house for Christmas because I took my son to see his father and he kept him a bit longer than I had planned. I'm living at my dad's house and I just feel like everyone helps me out just because of my son. My family tolerates me because of my son. My ex just drove me down, did nothing to lift me up, hell he's even texted my dad asking if I could borrow money because he couldn't fix my taillight that he broke. Everyone is talking about me, I just feel so worthless and alone 😔
Glennisha (Dasha)·
keep yo head up momma u can do it.. baby boy needs u girl he should b your motivation to keep going ... later on in life he gone thank you! so just hold yo head high baby girl u "can" do it! you are gonna b a strong woman!!😌😌💪💪😊😊😉