4 hours until baby time! I'm not allowed to eat or drink after midnight and I'm so thirsty. 😭😭

😭 I'm so scared
Just watched the American Circumcision documentary on Netflix and now I'm questioning it more than ever. The poor babies 😭💙
I have been crying for the last hour because shit is getting real and I'm fucking scared! it's gonna hurt and that's what scares me the most. Idk of I can do this! I'm not built for this I'm not strong enough to handle this. ugh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My daughters dad keeps coming into my apartment when I'm not home and I'm so scared I'm shaking... idk what to do... 😭😭😭
3 centimeters dilated so far & they are keeping me. I'm in so much pain! Omg.😭😭😭
Csection