Reality just hit me HARD lol I'm at my hospital for my NST & this lady comes into L&D screaming in pain cuz she's in labor.! Then I hear her DR. Name & it's the Dr. that was supposed to deliver my first daughter n didn't make it there I'll after the cord & everything was cut when I was in labor 13 hours & he was called when I arrived I feel so bad & realized IdK if I'm ready for that pain again hahah.!