My anxiety and OCD always acts up more at night. I'm trying to sleep, brain, HUSH. It's so hard to explain to my boyfriend. I told him it's like two sides of you are arguing with each other in your head. You know what you are obsessing/anxious over is irrational but you can't stop. My Zoloft has helped so much with my depression, but I'm still having anxiety every night. The doctor said it will ease…I can only hope.
You will be okay, it will not always be this tough and your anxiety will relieve itself soon enough. Just be strong. ♥ try and find something that really calms you and lets your mind be quiet..