As I pack up for my move 16 hours away.. I cant help but feel guilty for taking Bella from her family.. I dont know when we will see them again.. I just know she deserves better than what I could ever give her here..
Me, my husband and my daughter moved 8 hours away from both our families and I can understand how hard it is for your LO to grow without having her loved ones in the picture. 😕
Im trying to stay positive and share as many photos and videos as I can to our family.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
if it's best for you and your family that's what matters. we live across the country (3000 miles) from our family because it's what's best for us right now. I know it's tough and it's sad having family so far away but it will get easier. try to stay strong ♡ there is always facetime, that's what we do