I miss being pregnant🙁 The 8 month journey I had with my pregnancy wasn't the greatest it was…

I miss being pregnant🙁 The 8 month journey I had with my pregnancy wasn't the greatest it was actually horrible the first three months but for some reason I miss it.. I get scared beacuse sometimes I catch my self feeling sad out of nowhere but I guess I just don't want my babies to grow up... Any mommies on here feeling the same? Up since 4 just feeling blue😔