It's 445 here and I just need to vent before I go on a rampage. So James woke up crying. I've been up with him all night literally; I put him to bed, I've been feeding him and rocking him back to sleep when he woke up throughout the night; I got up with him and stayed up with him until he fell asleep at 245. ME. NOT MY HUSBAND ME. So yeah, I'm exhausted when James has needed me almost every single hour of tonight, so it's kinda expected for me to be a little annoyed and agitated when James woke up at 430 crying his little head off. I'm trying to calm him down by saying "James please don't cry, you're ok baby" while I fix him a bottle (he ended up in our room since he's been up so frequently). Well James is still crying and my husband just kicks the covers off and yells at me "I'm tired of you screaming at him. He's a fucking baby, quit fucking yelling Jesus." ?? So I said as calmly as I could" I wasn't even yelling at him. I was trying to calm him down" and his response was "all I've heard all night long is you fucking talking. Shut the fuck up."

So...you were up with OUR BABY ALL NIGHT right? YOU WERE UP TRYONG TO COMFORT HIM, right? If I want to talk to my child to get him calm I will you jack ass. At that point I didn't even say anything to him because 1 I have a habit of saying things out of anger and 2 my baby was my main focus of calming and feeding. Well James calmed down some and then got upset again so now my husband is asleep on the couch because god forbid he has to hear his child cry while his wife has been doing everything she can for the baby all night long and even now. Later today though, he's getting an earful and if he doesn't like it, tough cause I didn't make this baby myself and I will be damned if he doesn't help