I feel absolutely horrible. i just have no patience and still learning how to parent two kids. My 15 month old woke up sick and he's just been clingy and whiney. I try to give him as much love and attention as I could but I also have a 4 day old now,so I had to balance the two but I got so frustrated with Hunter and i I feel horrible. horrible like I don't deserve to be a mother. I feel like i'm neglecting him in some sort of mental way.