Ok so I'm going to vent and bitch a little bit. My mother is such a selfish spoiled bitch and has been her whole life. She's admitted it. My daughter is 3 months old. I lived at the place I am living at for almost two years, since she kicked me out while I was getting clean off Heroin, having a miscarriage and just lost my job. To say the least the last couple years have been rough trying and tiring but I'm still ALIVE and I have a baby now. I've turned my life around completely. Because my house which is a trailer but we remodeled most of it before the baby came isn't up to her standards she has come here maybe twice one time I know for sure. She wants to see Sydney so bad but only when it's convenient for her and I have to bring her to her house. Why the fuck can't she come her? Sorry it's not your perfectly arranged house with a screened in built in heated pool with a camper motorcycle in an HOA neighborhood EVERYTHING the way YOU want it house. But if you want to see your granddaughter so damn bad get off your ass and come to me. I am on my 3rd round of antibiotics since the baby was born and I'm not feeling good nor do I want to leave the house lacking sleep and running a fever.
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What a testimony!! wow.. Find a good church, grow in it and surrender to God and see how much more God will strengthen you!!!
@mamabear777, thank you!!! congratulations yourself on being clean and have your kids. One day at a time mama. It's a battle some of us have to fight but it's so worth it in the end. My DOC was heroin almost 2 years on January right around my birthday. My baby girl was born 4 days before my 2 year "anniversary" my life was spared when I overdosed. I finally quit when I found out I was pregnant January 23 2015 2 days before my birthday but I miscarried 10 days later on my then boyfriend now fiancé's birthday Feb 2nd..to say the hardest birthday we have had no more as using ALOT then. And pretty much lost it all except my man. We barely knew each other. But he stuck by me helped me get clean, had very strict rules when I moved in. He's in recovery also. 2015 was a rough year and then I got pregnant the following December a cpl wks before I did last time got a BFP on December 26th and I now have a beautiful baby girl who is 3 months. I'm a working progress but I'm here and alive and instead of losing my battle to addiction I gave life. My miracle baby. My mother is a pain I don't think she understands sometimes even though she dealt with her own addictions in her 20s as well. She doesn't get we don't have a vehicle to bring the baby right now as much as I do want to get out of the house, and her precious car won't make down my dirt roads 😂 we all have our good days and bad days.
mm amabear777, congratulations on being clean and have your kids. One day at a time mama. My DOC was heroin almost 2 years on January right around my birthday. My baby girl was born 4 days before my 2 year "anniversary" my life was spared when I overdosed. I finally quit when I found out I was pregnant January 23 2015 2 days before my birthday but I miscarried 10 days later on my then boyfriend now fiancé's birthday Feb 2nd..to say the hardest birthday we have had no more as using ALOT then. And pretty much lost it all except my man. We barely knew each other. But he stuck by me helped me get clean, had very strict rules when I moved in. He's in recovery also. 2015 was a rough year and then I got pregnant the following December a cpl wks before I did last time got a BFP on December 26th and I now have a beautiful baby girl who is 3 months. I'm a working progress but I'm here and alive and instead of losing my battle to addiction I gave life. My miracle baby. My mother is a pain I don't think she understands sometimes even though she dealt with her own addictions in her 20s as well. She doesn't get we don't have a vehicle to bring the baby right now as much as I do want to get out of the house, and her precious car won't make down my dirt roads 😂 we all have our good days and bad days.
FIRST OFF PRAISE GOD TO HEAR YOUR CLEAN!!! i know the struggle i was addicted to shooting up meth for 4yrs and it was a battle, almost lost my children , family and my life!! So I'm happy for you.. Stay going strong and stay focoused on God!! If your mom wants to see your daughter she will make time, you don't need to go out of your way, let her put the effort!!
You know never once did they come visit me once I got clean and healthy and saw where I was staying CONSISTENTLY instead of hoping around. And this is my own mother @landonsmommy01 @vivalakats she's always going away she's always buying stuff for her house and watching my sister's kids but she never comes here. She didn't before the baby and doesn't now. I get so mad and I bitch ather about it and she's like "I don't sit around all day I have stuff to do I'm just a one way street" blahblahblah when my finances family helps out more than she does. It hurts
My mother in law isn't judge mental like that but I always catch myself taking my son to her.. when I catch her on FB on my side of town.. it makes me livid
This is the exact same way I feel about my mother in law though. She "claims" she wants to see and spend time with the kids but wants me to drop them off at her house. WTF is wrong with her. They're the ones that "want" to see the kids. Well they can come to their mothers house and see the kids. Not the kids go to them. Hate people who think like that so I get why you're upset!
@mamabear777, thank you. I think you are the first mama that I've talked to in here that has shared a similar battle with addiction. But more power to you thank you again for your support.