I wanted to ask both first-time and seasoned mommies here:

I'm a FTM mom, baby is 3 months old, currently on bonding leave with my son while hubby is back to work since October. How was it juggling taking care of a baby the first 3 months by yourself when hubby is at work, breastfeeding and pumping aftwerwards around-the-clock, and taking care of yourself on top of it? My mom and sister helps out once in a while, but on the days I have the baby to myself, barely, if none, chores get done. He still has separation anxiety when I leave the room for a bathroom break and gets fussy when I put him on an infant carrier for more than 15 minutes. It gets really frustrating to keep our place tidy to a bare minimum and I can't even do it until hubby or another person is handling my baby. How was your experience and is this normal because I feel like I am running WAY behind mommy responsibilities😞