9 days left. 😬...nit ready for him to arrive tho...im gonna feel like a bad mom if i dont wanna hold…
9 days left. 😬...nit ready for him to arrive tho...im gonna feel like a bad mom if i dont wanna hold him right away like i dont think its gonna be emotional for me to birth him..it might be but...ill still love him.i mean how can i not i created him..just supper sad about leaving my son for a few days..he think i already abandon him when i go pee..he cries his geart out and screams mama mmmaaa mamamamaaaa! in tears with his little hands over his eyes its sooo sad..he turns one year old today..happy birthday to my liitle miracle he is my mini love..hes my happiness my world my everything ❤❤❤❤❤❤...happy birthday happy 1st birthday son!!!!
jazmin·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
@beebaby, ..with my first..i had my first contraction at 630 and he was born at 705. so i wasnt tired to use it as an excuse ..you were tired so it was understandable. .they asked me if i wanted to hold him and i said not yet..then everyone else got to hold him..couple hrs later they left..the nurse fed him..and then they took him for the night because i wanted them too..but the next day they would not tame him again tbey were like noo you need to bond ..it wasnt till day 3 that i loved him i still feel bad fkr that..hole it dosent happen again