So Im catching up on Grey's and I just finished the episode where Derek died.... I'm really sitting here boo hoo crying.…

Right??? I still haven't been as into it since he died. Same with Georgie, him and Derek were the worse deaths ever ): and mark and Lexie were sad too but I didn't get as upset over them as I did with George and Derek

I was just hoping maybe it was a dream or one of those "hypothetical" episode but it wasn't. 😢😢 idk what to do with my life @bentleysmomma

I stayed up all night crying when I saw it, and then I rewatch the episode like three times so that I wasn't in denial