Rant; so please hang in there with me mommas. I am just feeling so overwhelmed with emotions and I…

Rant; so please hang in there with me mommas. I am just feeling so overwhelmed with emotions and I need to get them out. (PS: anyone who wants to say "you should talk to a professional", I have been looking for one. There is no other better support that I have seen but from the mommas on here, so until I can find a therapist, I'm happy to have you guys. Much love! 💗) So here it goes...I have this thing stuck in my head that my boyfriend is cheating on me. Why? Because he has been so good to me the past year we have been together and I feel like it is too good to be true. Silly right? Every serious relationship I have been in ending in the guy cheating on me...so why would this one be different ? I just need tips on how to throw this insecurity away because I know that this guy is the one.