Some jackass had the audacity to tell me I'm not allowed to call myself a mother because I have nothing to show for it. I wish I could show you my child...I wish you could understand my pain..I wish you understood how hard it is to see all my friends having babies...and telling me it's all a cry for attention? BS. I don't want attention. I just want people to understand why I'm so different now. Why I'm so broken. 😔 I cried for an hour and a half because of it.
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@grayce1219, ive been in your position, its soooooo tough to deal with seeing everyone around you get pregnant, to see them receive your dream. and for you to try and comprehend why you were chosen to lose your baby. people would tell me I'm strong. but I don't want to be the "strong one"
you are a mother your child was birthed no matter what anyone says. your a mommy to your angel baby. its not you wanting attention at you. no one asked him for his opinion. what a jerk.
@wwthreepeas, that's how I feel 😔 I don't want to be strong. I want to be like everyone else. In the sense that I want kids. Jealousy is the worst feeling in the world. I know I'll have my time soon enough. I just feel like because it happened once it'll keep happening. I'm not even trying anymore. I put myself on birth control. Even though I really want kids, I think that was a sign that I'm not ready yet 😔 still hurts though