It's been 5 months since he cheated on me while I was 8 months pregnant but still feels like yesterday trying to move…
It's been 5 months since he cheated on me while I was 8 months pregnant but still feels like yesterday trying to move past everything is beyond hard I've been trying but every step forward ends up being two steps backwards I'm still broken I feel as if everything before July was a lie how do I know if he truly loved me how do I know if there wasn't more how do I know if I'm still what he wants when I wasn't then how could someone cheat on there pregnant fiancé but claim to still love them to me love isn't something that should be taken lightly when you love someone or say you love someone your making a promise to there heart I feel as if my entire relationship with him was a lie I was a fool who wanted someone to love me like I loved them I've been searching for a answer on why I wasn't good enough why wasn't our family good enough what was I doing that wasn't making him happy enough to stay why couldn't I keep the man I'm madly in love with from wondering to another women's arm and I can't find a answer I think I deserve a answer he tells me he don't know why he did it himself and that breaks me if your making a choice to cheat on the person you claim to be In love with your gonna think a lot before you do this your gonna think about every little detail what could happen what will happen am I willing to lose all this why am I doing this is there any way I could make things work change to where I don't have to do this and the only answer I could find is that he didn't love me I don't care who you are but I would never dream of cheating on someone I love I couldn't to make someone feel so worthless to know I would be destroying someone i just couldn't love is hard I wanna stay bc I love him and I want our family but I don't love him like I did I can't bring myself to forgive him and I've been more sad then happy I just don't know what to do or where to go he doesn't feel like home anymore
TyTaylor·
Мама дочки-младенца, беременна (25 нед.)
Went through the same thing two months ago felt exactly how you do wanted answers got the same I don't knows but he did tell me when someone isn't doing one thing and u really want it you look for it else where I'm miserable but try to make it work for my kids I try to be happy but it's just not something you can forgive or forget easily it's constantly on ur mind but we've talk he says he's never gonna do it again I hear him but the insecurities are still there I just know if he does it again I have to leave for myself to be happy guys are selfish they only think about their needs at the moment and not how their actions are gonna make us feel
Ash·
Мама дочки-младенца
OK. that is so normal. such betrayal is literally killer. my partner cheated on me over a year ago and it still crosses my mind. and I through it in his face. yes, forgive but don't forget. He needs to be helping you get through this if you're not leaving him. like if it bothers me so much I will tell my partner and we will talk and then I feel better. BUT honestly, if I were to be back in that moment, I would pack my bags and leave. because it has effected me even a year after. I doubt myself looking in the mirror etc. Fuck your baby daddy. sorry.