so sadly I think my relationship is ending, well i know it's ending.. the bad has outweigh the good…

so sadly I think my relationship is ending, well i know it's ending.. the bad has outweigh the good on so many levels, I've tried as much as I could for us and our relationship.. burnt the hell out😩 God knows I love him but not this big ass change.. it most certainly hurt to break up but it hurts even more when ur fighting alone.. I tried one last time yesterday to talk with him.. but as usual he took me as bullshit apologies hit me wit the I love you bandaid and went to sleep.. but only if he truly knew where my heart is💔... completely losing the strong woman I am - no mam I CAN NOT! .. I'm over flowed with sadness and happiness at the same time.. He truly is an awesome dude but, his comfort level with being on bullshit is on ten! I never broke up with anyone so this is so very hard but my mind is truly made😳

if it's meant he'll fight for it but if not hey that's God many blessings to come!