I need someone to talk to so bad.. how do you just leave the man you love so much. hes not seeming…

I need someone to talk to so bad.. how do you just leave the man you love so much. hes not seeming to do shit to help out. he fights me all the time when I try to get him to get a job... I can't tell if he's not trying enough or if it's the jobs.. I know he's called and put in applicstions but he's not getting anywhere... and I can't handle being the only one working. still living in my parents house.. he doesn't seem to want to put in the effort to get our lives going... my parents keep telling me he's just a shit man cuz they don't ever see him trying.. I see him trying.. I see him stressed but why the hell can everyone else get jobs and he can't?? he doesn't have any type of criminal record..