Holding my sweet baby boy in my arms while he sleeps and just thinking how I don't deserve him....I…
Holding my sweet baby boy in my arms while he sleeps and just thinking how I don't deserve him....I can't give him a family with a mommy and a daddy loving each other, I doubt I'll ever give him siblings, and I don't even have my own place yet....right now I feel like such a failure and the fact that he loves me unconditionally is bittersweet because if he only knew the things his mommy deals with, physically and emotionally....sorry I just had to vent because it's hard when the world around you is falling apart and your baby needs you to hold it all together 😓
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You're a amazing 😍😍😍😍😍 Mother to your handsome 😍😍😍prince 👑. Just because your not with his father doesn't make you a failure, and just because you don't have your own place doesn't make you lack of a Amazing😍😍😍😍 Mother. Keep your head up high and don't you ever THINK that your a failure. You provide for your handsome 😍😍😍 prince 👑 . Everything will fall in place in time just count your blessings 💕 and realize that your not a Failure.
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@Smithlingwithmyawesome4kids thanks....nothing has been going right for me lately. I'm just sitting here thinking about how my son deserves the world because honestly it feels like he's the only person in the world that truly loves me. He didn't ask to be brought here into all of this crap...I brought him into it...I'm trying to do things on my own but it's so many roadblocks that it keeps me thinking if I can do it by myself