the farther along I get in this pregnancy the more and more I think am I doing the right thing. I…

the farther along I get in this pregnancy the more and more I think am I doing the right thing. I sit and think about how I'm gonna have to have the baby alone and stay in the hospital alone and take care of her alone and my son and idk if I can do it. I'm scared and all I do is cry. I wish the father wasn't a piece of shit and wanted to be part of his little girls life. he doesn't have to be part of mine but he could have been part of hers.