why can't I look at my son's pictures without crying? will there be a day I can look at his pictures and smile? I love the pictures I took but my heart still aches...
u will never be able girl my son passed away 8 years ago and i still dont have his pic up i took them all down and put them away ...
I'm really sorry for your loss 💛 I can't imagine the pain you're in but I do know the heartache of missing someone. My nephew passed away last year at 4 months old due to a car accident my sister's friend caused. The pain doesn't go away, you will always miss him but it will get better. Some day you will be able to talk about your son without crying. Just keep talking about him and keep praying (if that's something you believe in). If you ever need to talk to someone there's a whole bunch of us who would are willing to lend an ear 💛
It's still so fresh, it hasn't even been a month. Eventually things will get better but you'll always miss him.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I agree. It will definitely take time. You will always miss him and wonder what if, but you'll also feel super blessed for the time you had with him. (I'm sure you already do) It will get better as time goes on. Take as long to heal from this loss as you need. And don't let anyone tell you that you should be over this by now... Even if you have days 10 years from now, this is your healing journey.