why can't I look at my son's pictures without crying? will there be a day I can look at his pictures and smile? I love…

I agree. It will definitely take time. You will always miss him and wonder what if, but you'll also feel super blessed for the time you had with him. (I'm sure you already do) It will get better as time goes on. Take as long to heal from this loss as you need. And don't let anyone tell you that you should be over this by now... Even if you have days 10 years from now, this is your healing journey.

u will never be able girl my son passed away 8 years ago and i still dont have his pic up i took them all down and put them away ...

I'm really sorry for your loss 💛 I can't imagine the pain you're in but I do know the heartache of missing someone. My nephew passed away last year at 4 months old due to a car accident my sister's friend caused. The pain doesn't go away, you will always miss him but it will get better. Some day you will be able to talk about your son without crying. Just keep talking about him and keep praying (if that's something you believe in). If you ever need to talk to someone there's a whole bunch of us who would are willing to lend an ear 💛

It's still so fresh, it hasn't even been a month. Eventually things will get better but you'll always miss him.

healing takes time. I will be praying for you <3