so im having a moment. my bf 3 daughters are over this weekend. mind you im past due. being induced wednesday. and…
so im having a moment. my bf 3 daughters are over this weekend. mind you im past due. being induced wednesday. and believe me i love the girls as if they were my own. but im really emotional this weekend and dont have the patience. the girls are very hyperactive. 6-8-10 yo girls. and they NEVER listen to me till i start getting upset. he doesnt set many boundaries with them. and its stressful rn for me. theyre always yelling, and arguing, and making messes and touxhing and doing things after told not to. yes i know thats what kids do. but when i try to tell them not to they dont listen and just laugh at me and he justvthinks its funny. today he tells me im always nagging them nd in a bad mood. well ive been attempting to entertain, and clean up after them all weekend. i have a couple set rules reguarding little things like dont be eating junk all day. dont mess with my glass decals/ collectables little things. and i get yelled at when i have to tell them to chill out. and its rough. i just feel like crying cuz i feel like a big joke. but im suppossed to get up go to store 4 times for them, entertain them, and be hunky dory all day, but no one lisrens and im just a laughing stock. im sure im just being emotional. but it sucks. i have like no friends anymore. he hardly gives me any attention anymore and i just feel like blabbing bc i have no one to talk to. ughh. im hiding out on my room now after being yelled at. n i just wanna cry. lol.
Rachel·
Reading this made me cry because I somewhat have an idea what you're going through. Hang in there!
kelsea Nelson·
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@rmreed, ya know, thank you for that. im glad im not the only one going thru it rn. its really stressful being almost 41 weeks and having to deal with all this. i just need a break. nd maybe a friend. lol.
Ely·
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I'm with you girl. We are really emotional in pregnancy, i just as you with my own girls , after I can't deal with them I just go to my room and cry 😭. I'm hoping this baby of yours come soon so all this emotions fade. Cry if you feel like but when you do just remind yourself it'll all past and this is just temporary 😏
Rachel·
Yep, definitely lol! I lost most of my friends from the past relationship I was in so I get it!
kelsea Nelson·
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@green_smilezz, thank you. i appreciate it really. idk how to deal witj my emotions today. lol. i have so much on my mind. im being induced wednesday and feel like theres soo much to do and i just cant seem to get it all done. and i havent been able to sleep. i guess im just exhausted. and emotional. and just cant wait to have my baby.
Ely·
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@mommabearkelsea, I feel you . It breaks my heart cuz I'm so emotional most days . Some people say just relax and don't worry about things but it's easy to say not do . I pray God for this baby to come soon 🙏🏼 also your BF should be concerned of your situation and at least not bring in the girls , but some guys think we just overreacting 😏
kelsea Nelson·
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@green_smilezz, @mommy1987 thanks ladies. im thankful im not crazy, that other people understand the situation. lol. being step mom is a tough role. lol.